Tonight I went back to all of my beginning of posting here in DB and I have had a lot of great advice that everyone has shared with me now I have to apply them to my life. 1st I really have to work on stop worrying about if and when H will be home. 2nd I need to start sleeping much better at nights. 3rd I need to start making myself into the better person for myself and my boys. 4th as soon as I can afford it I really want to have a make over to improve the way I look and how i feel about myself. And most of all I really need to give H all the space I can give him to run his course with OW and to stop all communications with H until he speaks to me first tomorrow is going to be a new day heading to the gym in The morning then to work after that. Thank you to everyone that has been so supportive to myself and by two sons. I know I have a super long way to go and there are going to be many many downs and hopefully more ups also. I need to learn to be super patients with this whole process this is the hardest part for me to be patient.
M:42 H:37 M:14yrs S:13; S:9 Found out PA:8/2012 2nd PA & still w/OW:4/2013 H asked for D:6/2013 H moved out: 8/2013 H & OW moved in together: 8/2013
