Good evening, There's something that perhaps I didn't make clear enough, so I apologize: I use this forum to vent and test my opinion before it goes out there. So, NO I don't bad mouth my wife to others or my son, and NO I haven't accused her of being emotionnaly unstable (yet). This trait of her personality may be evocated by my lawyer during his pleading, but the sole goal is not to insult her, but to maximize my chances of having S 50%.
Yes, I recognize that it took a big disaster in my life for me to wake up and realize I wasn't up to par being a good father. Yes, I neglected W and S. True, I was an ass. But this was before, and I deserve a second chance, for the sole reason that anybody should get a second chance, at least for the sake of the kid if nothing else.
How is this being selfish? Is it fair to say that I am reasonnable in asking 50% time? Sometimes it feels like a hidden camera prank : I was in the delivery room, I gave my son my name, and I'm denied seeing him more than 10%. How's that just? You know the love a father for his oly begotten son? I changed countries, I changed jobs, I changed language, I sold the old and bought another house here, I'm paying the lawyer big dough to see my son. Is there anything you see in me that makes you think that I still was the man I was? Honestly, is there anything I else I can do. For Pete's sake, if there is, please tell me, I'm all ears, because so far this forum has called me names but done little in telling what else IN PRACTICAL I should do to help me see my son, and if possible my W.
I'm sorry but it's the way I feel. I have the sentiment that you are very quick to debase me, and I'm never good enough in anything I do.
