had a conversation with a good friend regarding my current situation. told him about the changes that i want to see in myself and my resolve to change permanently.
he said any sudden changes will scare off people. other people might misconstrue my behavior as having a breakdown.
i wonder if those people who noticed my 180 thought the same?
What i did was:
1) asked if they had their meal. (it's an asian thing)
2) having extended conversation with guests.
I'm always distant so this is pretty new to others. really don't want to come off as a mental patient.
any thoughts?


M35 XW34
D5 D4
M 6years T 10years
Bomb 5/2013
Joint Petition signed 6/2013
Moved out end of 8/2013
Court Hearing of Joint Petition 9/2013
D finalized in 3 months - no news yet