Sorry about the D. Keep working on yourself. I would recommend that you find a good friend and go to the concert with him/her. I know it would be hard for me to do it but that is what GAL is all about. Moving forward with your life so that you may find happiness. You deserve to be happy as we all do. Keep up the fight for your M if that is what you choose to do. You get to decide when to you have had enough and only you can decide it.
Just because she blames you for everything doesnt make it your fault. Its not your fault that she chooses to leave. It is her choice to do so. Dont believe it when she tells you that it is your fault. ITS NOT YOUR FAULT!
God Bless and take care of yourself and the boys. My prayers are with you.
