hey hi- i'm ocd with this forum today- gotta quit it and get busy.
i ws just in mz j responding to you and her and that color test.
oh man- i think i "failed" the test.
naw - no gardeining. it's cooler (thank God ) but still hottish- i really hate heat & summer.
i'm starving and this darn computer is on for the moment. i know- panic central.
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I hate MLC. Hate OW. Sometimes even hate my own H.
me too - f'ing mlc - f'ing him and f'ing her - a giant cluster - yup you know what...
i quite like profanity sometimes- it's soooo awful and "bad" it just fits the bill when you're hurt and feeling ratty and want to lash out like mad- poorlittle us - we confine our revenge to dirty words. oh well- i'm seeing us in our sunday school best- saying rotten word and laughing-
we can do it rite???? f it -
this computer & my posts-
i don't want that unsympathetic jerk reading my inner thoughts. he's soooooo only interested now in what he thinks - his fault for griling me so long and hard for soooo many years.
tough nuts if it's boring & same ole same ole.
anyway- i know that drill of being ocd thinking allll day & allll nite and being unable to go about your life. sorry and i wish i had a cure- maybe just try hard as you can to shove it back down in there somewhre-
i'm going to find something to eat- xxoo i'm bad with the detachment thing myself- then i console myself saying if we were totootttttllly there and DETACHED - we wouldn't be here at all - dbing and "riding it out" - we'd be back on the beach, in our car and GONE GONE GONE
CAN'T have it both ways can ya??? just do your best man- it's all you have
