I no longer know what to think about our M. Learning he pursued women when I would have thought we were at our happiest/closest just floors me. What I thought was "gold" was just glitter, I am afraid.
miz - me too. i have no place in my entire being to process this information
i just do not compute & it hurts like hell. idk- i feel like you
i am wondering or hopeful that it ever disappears from forefront of our minds & r's (if they still exist)
i cannot reconcile it- it's shoved waaay back to cob-webbiest corner of my soul til i can formulate some kind of response to it.
hang on - i can feel your - limboness with it-
nothin besides pain- can you shove it away somewhere for another day & try not to give it air time?
