The colors, and how you describe them, are how you see yourself.
The animal is how others see you.
The body of water - all about sex!
The empty room is how you feel about death.
Is there really a part to of MLC, or is it the cycling I read about? It makes me wonder if I am a big contributor to his cycling if so. It's true I haven't made any life altering changes that would shake him.
I don't know. H said, this time around, that during the revelation of the first-affair-I-knew-about he thought of leaving. But then, in his words, "You became so compliant I changed my mind."
So, in the eyes of the "we are all codependent enablers" I did indeed enable him to continue "acting out" or whatever label his behavior earns.
I no longer know what to think about our M. Learning he pursued women when I would have thought we were at our happiest/closest just floors me. What I thought was "gold" was just glitter, I am afraid.
H returned yesterday about 4. Just in time for me to get off fastfoodland and hear a radio show about people who make a living playing black jack.
The ring is no longer in the hidey hole. IDK what this means.
I mentioned to H at breakfast, "Wow, that was a terrible train crash in Quebec wasn't it?"
H, "Its just Quebec, no major loss there."
Take care DB world.
Me 46 H 56 M 22 yrs S22, D20, Twin Ss18
You teach people how to treat you by what you allow. What you stop. And what you reinforce. ~~~~~~~ A lack of boundaries invites a lack of respect.
