NERO here- don't let me float away anybody

[RosaLinda]

"OMG LINDA - JUST SPENT ABOUT 20 MIN TRYING TO RESTART my computer - something is wrong with video card or hard drive or something (it alwasy blows up when h is away so can't fix) anyway- screen went black - all i'm thinking is he'll come up and begin to fix it and my forum stuff will turn up on the screen & he'll know about my "secret life" -"

uh oh, were you able to fix it? I'm often afraid my H will see the forum on my computer too. He'd be pretty ticked off that I talk about all of our deepest darkest secrets to complete strangers! But...he has his own secret life, and so does your H, so why shouldn't we? After all, ours is just to try to help us deal with them, not to escape from us like theirs is!

How sad that your H had such a miserable childhood -- his mom deserted him I think you said, right? But how can he do the same thing to you? I just cannot understand it. He knows how much it hurt him and his dad, WHY DO IT HIMSELF? God I hate MLC. Hate OW. Sometimes even hate my own H. I'm trying to work, I have this giant pile of mail, seriously 4 or 5" high, to go thru because I had to work so much in the ER last week, but all I can think about is to wonder if my H is online flirting with the frigging RT. My detachment seems to have flown the coop. I need to get ahold of myself LOL!

I'm glad that you are feeling calm today! Do you have any gardening planned? I think it's supposed to thunderstorm later again today. Did you get any of that hail?