It is going to take time. I don't think you can just shut off the emotions you have. The WAS has had more time to deal with those emotions because they knew what they were doing. You got be blind sided.

One thing that I did, I put a reminder on my calendar and I ask myself how am I doing. Even nearly 5 years later. I know that it his loss, there are much better days ahead for me and for all of us here. Just don't rush it.

kat


Me-53(and learning!)
S24, S21, D18, D17
Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory