Filing is the unthinkable.

I know I'm better today than I was a year ago. I realize I don't need her, but that I do want her. Still (commodores!)

I know I'm a better father, though I also know I'm shorter with them due to the stress of it all. I know they are my number 1 priority.

I'm also afraid I'll look weak if I continue letting her act this way. Maybe it's pride, but I worry she's taking advantage of my good nature.

Really confused.

M - 42
W- 37
S's - 9,6
M-12
T-14
FIL- diagnosed with fatal disease spring 2011
ILYBNILWY - march '12
FIL - died jan '13
W Moved out week later