thanks for note- so glad you're "there" - i need to respond later. i'm (curiously - but i'll take it) UP this morning-
have some comments (as usual) - so i'll be back. have a few things to do before the sun is so high it burns my stupid ole white- frecklie- redhair - blue eye skin rite off my bones.
cannot hack the heat-
question is tho - just off top of my head- WHEN will the novacain ever wear off - and will WE still be here - for them - at all ? or moved soooo far past it we cannot find a way back? 50,000 dollar question ed???
i hope your morning /day is okay- oh yeah- i do not think i could DO living with my mom. i am alot of things but i am a lousy nursemaid for her. she's demanding and (honestly) treats me pretty ratty. i know the reasons - i honestly understand - i USUALLY can laugh about it and not get wierd- BUT - TO WILLINGLY take on something like that? idk- honestly
it might make me want to end it all- no kidding. i am not sure i could keep afloat daily. i'm more thinking of seriously starting to try & find someine nice- local and try that route in her house. she got so confused after a 3-day hospitalization & maybe week recuperation (dehydration really only) and can't even figure out she's ALWAYS lived in her house for 68 or so years. thinks she "just mvoed there" alot- it's tragic what one small CHANGE in her life creates.
a home might throw her rite off her rocker. unles she gets ther ( i can't even go the=re) in which case i guess it would be an okay option if she didn't know anyway.
too sad to contemplate today- we never know do we. she might die before her brain was totally gone or something- i might -
idk-
thanks & i'll be back later.
hope you are okay and your day is okay today. thanks for being out hre man- sure glad we met up- sure glad i've got some gals to hold my hand on this stinkin journey- it's slippery at times isn't it?????
nobody falling off the cliff or down the mountainside- we just rope ourselves togethr- go slow - watch the path & keep hanging on & movin forwad=rd.
i'm painting tht picture if i ever sit still- all of us in dresses roped togeher-
