Stuck between a rock and a hard place!

[dorightman]

labug, thanks!

You are right to say "I really feel like there's nothing else I can do is a cop-out.

I have been re-reading all of my posts and all of the replies this morning. I go between feeling optimistic and fatalistic because of always trying to do the right thing and hitting a brick wall over and over again.
The tenacity needed to continue this DB work is incredible. I know I will be a better man no matter what the outcome, but that doesn't make the work any easier!

Thanks for the good advice about focusing on me and not my w.
The desperate feelings, feelings of sadness etc. come and go. I'am aware of that and I get through it now better than before. I'am learning how to deal with my emotions day by day.

Thank you labug!