She shows now attention or affection towards me, yet she says all the right things and talks about the future.
Is this typo? Do you mean she shows NO attention or affection or is she starting to show?
Did you tell your MC about your fear to make it work and these feelings?
M37 H36 M8 T12 inc 3yr L-dist 7/12:H broke down 10/12:H dad D frm W4. BD soon after 1/13:H wants to leave 2/13:H gpa passed. Feels closer but H still leaving 3/13: S begins
