I so wish I can just let go and move on with my life but I just can't.

Change to I so wish I can just let go and move on with my life but I just can't YET

See what a difference that one little word makes? Kelela, you are rushing rushing rushing things! All that you want to come to you takes TIME. smile You are like the little kid in the back seat asking "Are we there yet?" 5000 times.

Patience my little friend. What you are feeling right now is what you should be feeling right now. You've been mistreated by one of the people in this world who should never ever mistreat you.

If you didn't despair, didn't feel sad, weren't angry, it would mean something was not right in your melon! Or your heart.

Maybe tweak your inner dialog just a bit.

I am sad becomes I feel sad.

I am lonely becomes I feel lonely.

You aren't your feelings. Read that again. You aren't your feelings. smile

You feel sad, you aren't a sad person.

You are a great person!

Keep feeling Kelela, you are doing great.

And as always, keep breathing! smile

Me 46 H 56
M 22 yrs
S22, D20, Twin Ss18

You teach people how to treat you by what you allow.
What you stop.
And what you reinforce.
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A lack of boundaries invites a lack of respect.