I've been all over the boards today commenting on other people's sitches. There are a lot of good things happening. Is this just the state I'm in? If so, why now with my own D being finalized in a few days. I feel like such a failure. I'm not saying that I take responsibility for H's choices, addiction, etc., but I have missed a lot of opportunities even as I became more aware. So, what held me back? Fear of rejection, deep hurt from abandonment? What do I do about it now? My H has moved on and I have a lot of regret.
