Run and hide your crazy

[RosaLinda]

love it J!!!
Go and fix your make up, girl it's just a break up
Run and hide your crazy and start actin' like a lady
Cause I raised you better, gotta keep it together
Even when you fall apart
But this ain't my mama's broken heart 
not thinking any of us are feeling much like acting like a lady LOL!

"But you were so right when you said "money matters alot" The truth of the matter is that financially I am better off with H than without. Which means my kids are better off."

Me too. Under the new NY state D laws, I would have pay my H 30% of my salary from the day we separate until the day he marries the Tart, because of the discrepancy in our incomes. It svsks and is the ONLY thing that kept me from kicking him out when he left to pick his "friend" RT up at the airport and came home 2 weeks later. I am so so grateful now, because I returned to this forum and decided to stand again, sigh....  Just wanted you to know you're not alone J, and not mercenary. You have your kids to think of. Your childrens' financial and emotional wellbeing is a very very important consideration. 

"I don't think I believe in love anymore. I don't know what I feel for my H. Frankly, I don't like him that much. And I don't know if by "him" I mean the real him or the him he is/has been for the past 15 or so years. Did he change from the man I met? Did I change? We both did, I am sure. But he seems to have some fundamental philosophies that are at such odds with my own core beliefs... the whole racism and squish game mentality." 

I forgot about the squish game. So strange! Do you think it's possible he's been dabbling with MLC for 15 years, and only now starting to come out of it?

So..when does the happy gambler return? Have ypu heard if he plans to jeopardize his job on Monday? Hopefully that was just a passing whim.