The Show Must Go On

[BrightFuture]

Feeling down today. Maybe the weather. We came back from Mexico on the 4th and had a dinner at my sister’s house. My brother-in-law (my H’s brother) came, my son and his GF were there and we all had a good time.

Portia, we did have a few more margaritas before leaving there.

While I was in our vacation home my H called and left a message. He wanted to access my computer to enter his business expenses. He asked if I was in our vacation home (his phone call went direct to the voice mail and he guessed that I was out of town.) I picked up the message on Monday. I sent him a text on Thursday acknowledging his message and letting him know that I was in our vacation home and that I was driving home and I would let him know when my computer is available. He didn’t reply and I haven’t heard from him since. I didn’t contact him either. Not sure, if he got pi&&ed that I didn’t return a message for a few days and pretty much ignored him. He knows that the credit card would be due by now, but he didn’t bother to contact me again to enter his receipts. I don’t know if he expecting me to call him or what??? I’m a bit lost at the moment. I probably need to let him know that I paid the credit card. But, I don’t feel like contacting him myself.

My GF is still here with me. She had a couple of bad days. She is going through some tough financial and personal issues. I’ve been trying to support her, but I feel that her problems start to affect my moods and bring me down. I’m trying not to show it though. On the top of things my car keeps breaking down and costing me more money. Good thing I have H’s car, so I can get around. I need some positive things in my life right now.