Hoping for WAS to come home

[JaxFL14]

Well everyone was right. Dinner with my W went fine but she was only trying to be nice to me. Didn't see it as a date at all. Still has no want to work toward the relationship working. She told me that she was not stopping me from moving on. Said that though she is open to the possibility of us working down the road that my family is something she just doesn't think she can get past. Now let me tell you my family is great and always has been. Yes, too noisy and involved sometimes but always and still do love my W. That is something she has manifested In her head. But also something I have really looked at and some things I have changed in my own life as far as what they now and being involved. The only positive I take from it is as you all said, it's a marathon and not a sprint. It's far to soon for her to come out of the fog now. She's only been gone 2 months and I'm sure that backslide just pushed her away for even longer. My decision now is to go dark. ONLY comunincate about the 3 boys, and finances. Will NOT bring up the relationship unless she does. So here we go.