Just finished catching up with your sitch. I am so happy for you that things are going so well. And I am so happy you have the support you need for this last stretch of your pregnancy. I didn't have it and it was really tough.
As for the future, you can: a) wonder when the other shoe will drop and be anxious about it b) you can stop focusing on that and live (and enjoy) the present, because that is where you are and all you really have
As for being vulnerable, I think that has to be our worst fear - for all of us on these boards. Yet, that is something you would have to do either with your H or in another R (ANY R), don't you think?
So might as well take the leap of faith with the man you love and the father of your kids. Yes, the stakes are high, but so are the rewards...
Enjoy your rest of your weekend!
((((Tallula))))
Me & H: 44 D7, D6, S3 Together: 20y, M: 17y EA: 11/13/10, Sep: 12/23/10 EA becomes PA: Spring 2011 H filed for D: 09/06/12 D Negotiating began 2/15 OW seemingly gone on 3/15 Still negotiating D