Lovethehub, Thank you for the encouragement! The kids have been great and love the big pool at the apartment. I spent some time making their room special....thank you Target. I basically have no communication with my stbxw. I still love her with all my heart and I'm really feeling lost without her. My purpose as husband, father, and provider has been taken from me. I'm still trying to figure out what makes me happy and how to move forward from here. Is there any way I should communicate with my W to show her that I still want to reconcile or should I just stay dark and pray she changes her mind before the D is final? Any advice from someone who's walked my road before would be appreciated.
