Blue it is, my friend. I know just the suit. LOL!

Raine, though we share our thoughts and experiences on here, it is also uniquely our journey.

Though we can give you opinions, only you know what you can handle and what you cant. What you can accept, what you cant.

And you will know without a shadow of a doubt when you have had enough.

It is true, should you yank him out, he will find himself back there at some point. He has to finish this crisis. He has to find his way on his own.

And as long as you continue to grow, continue to live your life, continue to understand that this is his to figure out, you are ok.

I pray and wish for you peace and the knowledge that you are amazing in doing this. It takes a special kind of person, with strength and compassion.