The link that you need for Joe Beam and is Pies is at a website called marriage helper. I'm sorry I can't post an exact link here, but apparently we're not allowed to! I also feel your pain If you can have that bit of hope locked up inside you instead of a lot of hope then that helps Have a read of Joe Beam, he's really good at explaining things
H47 me48 T22 M21 S20 - Got high functioning autism 3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her 11/2000 H moves back home 2/4/13 H moves out H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!
If you can have that bit of hope locked up inside you instead of a lot of hope then that helps 
