That does sound hard Mtn, but she needs to get this out of her system. For the record I think you're doing well.

There likely is some guilt there, but I suspect deep down she really doesn't want to lose you, and is glad that you are still there for her. I think it is a good sign. If she really lost all feelings for you, or was hooked up hot with a new flame, there's no way she'd hug and kiss you like that.

I'd pay $2, no, $200 to have W dress up like a whore and kiss me. Naughty but true.

You're doing great Mtn, continue to be strong and positive, especially around W.

M: A really long time.
Crisis: 5 years.
She's still worth it.

Life is never made unbearable by circumstances, but only by lack of meaning and purpose. -Viktor Frankl