geeez miz-

i wrote before reading down more- my h broke news about "flirtation" with this ow 20 yrs ago-

it plummeted me down into the "why am i bothering" place too. what am i standing for if he's ALWAYS been a cheater.

i do not know- just gaining strength myself- feeling less "on the floor and descimated" totally...


for myself? just buying time & strength-

he said he hasn't cheated til now- he's a liar - so i don't believe (anything anymore)

idk- why do we? maybe for us to "grow into" whatever it is we'll end up doing?

good luck

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