I woke up feeling very anxious. My biggest concern is survival. I'm trying very hard to regain perspective. What's the worst that can happen on Monday? The D will be granted. Emotionally I will be fine, in time. It doesn't change H's financial obligations to me and the boys. However, it does allow him to move forward with a housing purchase while my living situation is very much on the line, something he is controlling. I would hope that the judge would see how self serving H's actions have been. H has been very secretive since he left and to grant the D prior to a settlement just gives him the court's stamp of approval. This isn't just about being D'd. It's about doing whatever he wants and not having to answer to anyone.
