I found your thread and am sorry to read about your situation - I certainly see parallels to my own. One thing I do want to say is not to judge your attractiveness based on what H thinks (which I'm sure is hard). First, beauty and attraction are based on much more than physical attributes and second, there's nothing wrong with size 10 or 12 (confession: I'm not a big fan of skinny women). Sounds like others give you compliments, so take those and see yourself as beautiful.
Thanks for responding on my story - I'll keep an eye over here and wish you the absolute best!!!
