Hi everyone. Still holding on or at least trying to. H just told me a few hours ago that he and JW are broken up. Do you know how totally screwed up it is having your H tell you he has broken up with his JW?? Oh wait you all know where I am coming from.
H supposedly stopped paying JW cell phone bill so she would stop calling me and harassing me. I think that if his lips are moving he is lying so I don't know what to believe.
H says he still wants to divorce because we can't keep going on like this. whatever this is.... H wants to get his own place as soon as possible and said that I wouldn't like his roommate or who he had stay over night. It hurts me so much when he talks like that but I keep it to myself.
I just don't know what to do anymore. But then he just called and wanted to know if i wanted to go out to breakfast with him in the morning. WHAT??
H says he is very depressed and is upset about his life right now. All he says he is doing is sleeping and working. I am more confused now than I have been.
Thank you all for being here for me. I am trying to get out of this place and move forward and knowing you are here is so wonderful.
