Just a quick update ... things seem to be going much better, though I am still keeping expectations low and not deviating from my 180s and DBing.
We went to W sister's house for cookout and fireworks on July 4th, and as I was recording the event she came up beside me, grabbed my hand and held it for about five minutes. I enjoyed it but did not make a big deal about it. Until/unless I hear her say "I am ready to move forward with our marriage," I will continue on the current path I've chosen for myself -- and I will still do the things I am doing to become the best man possible.
Me 47 W 44 T 17 years, M 15 years D13, D10 March 2013 -- broke a trust/cheated late May 2013 -- W spoke of separation for first time June 2013 -- began reading DB
