Blindsided

[chl0901]

I am starting to feel like I am walking on eggshells most of the time now. Sometimes, H acts "normal" and like everything is fine, so I'll let my guard down some and feel more comfortable and then he'll change his mood and anything I do is annoying to him. It's very confusing and does not help my self confidence at all. I am trying to follow Sandi's 37 rules and do 180s of things that I know push his buttons or annoy him but it is hard to not react when feeling rejected or lashed out at.