just reading around and saw your comment of a few days about about it all being us "circling " , etc.
struck me - as i too, this morning matter of fact, was struck with the whole "circle" thing- it's interesting and pitiful too- all of us - all of them - all stinking roaming around and around while they figure out if they can extract their heads from their _ _ _ _ _ .
idk- they are so nuts- i am like you- trying hard- then ranting & screaming and i too would love to take a sock at the nose of ow.
i would not be one in a million years. I hope Mr. wonderful does not plunk down in my face and then say he's married. i could not do it to another human being- honestly
i'm trying to be accep6ing also & move on- but we're here, aren't we - dbing - which means on some level we are still "standing" for our r's - holding pattern of sorts - still trying - still standing - still circling
while these guys hurt everyone in their path and search here and there for themselves. well, really they search you-know-where don't they???? oh any way- i'm just sayin hi and hear you and feel your frustration and pain.
i'd probably kill my h if i had kids he was hurting. trashing my heart is one thing- innocent trusting children- quite another.
mother bear syndrome -
Anyway- sounds like you're doing great and going forward - i'm thinking you sound perfectly normal for what we all feel- do and experience-
hang on - i'm pretty sure they are crazy and deluding themselves about everything in th4eir lives in order to not feel like rats (which they are).
hope your day is okay- xxo
nice that the hardware guy was flirting- even if he was a jerk- at least you're still pulling them in!! always good to know...
