then let me just say- all this theorizing & bits of wisdoms & "getting detached" and gal - and alllllllll this crappola i think about & say & even believe - some smart - some dumb
i have to confess that it all doesn't really change one darn thing - does it???
we are scabbing up and one tiny bit more insulated from it-
we care - hence we're here - hence we hurt- hence i'm a giant bunch of hot air sometimes w/my pma junk - (freudian slip- just typed hot hair)
i am hot- (literally) allll my bluster in the universe doesn't seem to just take away this bad sitch and all the resulting feelings we all struggle with.
(talking to all you guys does help - moderates my feelings & views & gives me much-needed perspective - that much is true.)
oh well- just wanted to say it out loud.
idk why- just bumbling thru the dark like everyone else some stinkin journey - huh???
