Don't know what to say bud, but I'm sure it's been tough. But you seem to have a good handle on things. I think your reactions to the "moving day" is within the expected emotions.
Agreed take things slowly in the dating scene.
Regards, Newman
me40; W43 M18; T~20 D18; S13 & S3 bomb 5/9/11 EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM
Separated 4/1/14
"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.