I believe that I am cycling as someone posted earlier. The down cycles are not very fun but, they do reveal some deep seeded feelings.
Happy 4th everyone. Today is our 10th year anniversary. Not a very happy one though.
S is being more cordial than usual and is more prone to talking than she has been in awhile. She still has some negative things that she feels the need to hit me with from time to time. She is still not positive about our outlook. She seems to be sitting on the fence/trying her best at cake eating. She doesnt say she wants a D but she doesnt say she wants to work it out either.
