Blindsided

[chl0901]

So, all 3 of us went to his parent's house to eat and go swimming with family and we had a good time. We got home and put S down for a nap and I got into the shower. H actually joined me (which he usually only does if he wants to get intimate), and he was "ready" physically, so I was waiting for him to make a move since he's been turning me down lately. We get out of the shower and instead of doing anything or going into the bedroom, he started to get dressed. I then asked what he was doing and he said getting dressed. I couldn't help but ask why and point at him and he said he just doesn't feel like it. I said but you look like you want to and he said that doesn't matter he doesn't feel like it and he was clearly annoyed. I had to leave the room because I started to tear up - I just don't understand this. When I went back into the room to grab my phone, he said I was really annoying him with this and it's pushing him away. I said but you felt like it last week and he said "so?" I am at a loss right now. I feel so rejected and confused. Him turning me down the other nights in bed hurt my feelings but this is a whole new level of rejection. And especially after running into OW this morning, my anxiety is at a high. Ugh.