Cold Fire

[leopoldstotch]

Wow so I have not updated my thread in quite a long time. My W and I have completed divorce mediation about a month or so ago and everything on that front worked out well. The only thing we have left to do is to have a lawyer read over our agreement and then to file for divorce.

Moving day has come and gone and I really can't believe just how fast it has come and gone. It was harder than I expected. I came home from the shore Monday afternoon to a half empty room and I have to say it really choked me up. My W stopped by after work to pick up a few things and talked to our youngest son and I could hear her leave the house crying which got me all teary eyed. She stopped by again after her volleyball game grabbed a few more items said goodbye to our boys and was about to walk out the door without even saying goodbye.

I said to her you aren't even going to say goodbye to me? So she says what do you want me say? We tried twice before and we keep ending up in the same spot. Why go down this road again? To which I did agree with her.

I have started to date which I have to say is strange after being with someone for 26 years. How things have changed. Not sure how I feel about it either. Just taking this step slowly.
That's it for now. I will update again soon.