hey man-

interesting stuff going on in your sitch- idk... but you sound good with it all- reasonable & keeping it in the rite place in your head- so yay.

hope your day is good.

i'm floating today- nothing in particular to do . i could always drive over to next town over tonite and watch fireworks if want to. seems like alot of trouble- saw some fine ones last nite.

will see what i feel like- feelin lazy. lots around to still put away- dump(?) -

i was chatting with my sister in fl- about the kids, etc. - i got remembering what the heck motivated me about going to fla- i don't want to miss out on the babyhood of these kids - i want to be a part of their lives- i want to know them and i want them to know me.

my little great-neice - we've got alot of happy memories already - if i don't continue to make them happen, nobody else will. i love her & her little personality & company- she's at the age where they look at your face and stroke your cheek and think you look wonderful to them. who can not participate in that r if there's even one opportunity & it involves a bit of discomfort??? i'm askin ya.??? what in the world is more pure than a baby's love?

kids are soooooo worth it - they give so much back and ask so very darn (pitifully) little in return....

my h - idk if i'll feel okay or welcome or not there. i have keys to my sister's place- can always just bug out if i feel icky i guess. something to know.

it's something important to me he hasn't got a right to take away - well, i don't feel inclined to allow him to take that away. ta da - i KNEW there was a good reason...

hope your fourth is a good one- sounds like it will be and i'm happy for you. truly-

lets sparkle tonite -

xxoo