I'm totally chicken and they will have to shove me out...if I even get on the plane! I woke up at 6:30 this morning almost having an anxiety attack over it. I almost texted my cousin and said FORGET IT! But I fell back asleep and feel slightly less terrified now. For now...
I did miss a couple calls this week. And was slow to respond to his texts. Not on purpose even, I just keep my ringer off most of the time and missed them. It's so funny...well, sad. He is the world's worst at answering calls and responding...to the point that even before the bomb dropped I told myself, "you know what, I'm just not going to call him anymore!!" (should have been a sign to me!)...but the second I miss a call or a text he's freaking out. He got mad about one a few days ago and even said something about it's typical to respond when someone texts you. Ha! Really? Because you never do. I just let it slide though. Not getting pulled into an argument.
