What do I do?

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STH,

I'm taking a HUGE step in my GAL on Saturday. My cousin is taking me skydiving! I'm terrified (and might chicken out!) but really looking forward to the awesome feeling I'll have when I land safely! smile

This is awesome! I always wanted to go but now I think I am too chicken (unless they shove me out!).

My husband read the first chapter of DR! I know that's a rule breaker...but he's told me he actually enjoys reading the stuff I send him. I've cut way, way back...but there was a lot of good information in the first chapter so I decided to take my chances. He actually read it and called when he was done to tell me he read it. He said he got a lot out of it but didn't elaborate. So, baby steps. I have to document the positives - not just the tear filled negative days.

I told my H I was reading the book and asked him to read it before I knew I shouldn't do that. He didn't, I don't think he even read a page but we were driving in the car the other night and I was on the site on my phone and he said "what are you reading?" I just said a story and he said "On DB?" Now I am wondering if I should change my Lovethehub to something else in case he decides to sign on. If he pulls the site up, my name pops up. I changed the stored password a while ago but he could create his own account and check out what I am writing! I don't think he is even supposed to know I am on here. He probably sees it in the browser history.

Hang in there, it sounds really rough..and I know you have heard this a hundred times already but don't be available every time he calls!!