Thanks DFE, that helped to hear that! I know things can't get much worse.. and I figure that if he decides to leave then he is not the man of honor and integrity that I thought he was when I married him. In that case he isn't worthy of my love anyhow. He did mention that he wants things to work out with us, and I am wondering how much he means that, and how much effort he is willing to put in. I am dreading that he is going to say he is leaving for good.
It is extremely busy with twins and another little one! I just realized my only relief from watching the kids will be when my H comes home for a couple of hours. Perhaps I will get our babysitter over more often to give myself a break once in a while. I don't really have any family in our city.
Good luck on your day today, DFE. Thinking of you!
M: 8 yrs T:14 Twins:7 S:5 BD:'NLILWY': Feb/2013 Mar/Apr/May: MC June: "living in limbo" Sept 12: H moves out Oct 20: reconciling Jan-Feb 2014:MC Feb 2014: separating, and H moved out.
