Husband has one foot out the door!

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I am kind of relieved in a way that he has left, since being around him has been draining me. He has been so grumpy and distant. I would be keeping busy having fun with the kids around the house, and happen to glance over at him and his face is cold as stone. My mood would instantly drop. I was trying to detach emotionally, but it is hard sometimes to not let his mood affect me.

I am surprised he said he would like things to work out for us. Hopefully he means that. 5 months after the big bomb drop and I am STILL in complete shock.. hopefully this gets better.