My biggest fear as finally showed up H has not come home last night or early this morning now I know how it will be not having him here at home anymore. My reality of being alone raising my two boys by myself. I don't like how my life is going to be raising my two boys on my own. That's not fare that H has found happiness with some one else. Well I'm hurting so much


M:42
H:37
M:14yrs
S:13; S:9
Found out PA:8/2012
2nd PA & still w/OW:4/2013
H asked for D:6/2013
H moved out: 8/2013
H & OW moved in together: 8/2013