Wife is coming home tonight and will be here for the next few days. She seems really excited to be coming home. Says she misses us and can't wait to see us! Lately I have been struggling with the idea of being her "back up plan". A lot of people have been telling me that if she truly loved me she would be more willing to work on things and come home. I have started to tell myself that being an option is better than being out of the picture for now. Helps with the PMA. With all the positive changes I have made in my life and her coming around more often to see it, the chances of her wanting to reconcile should only increase, in my opinion. So even if I am a safety net for now, i think it's worth the quality time, affection, and I love you's she gives me when she is here. Hope is alive and I am keeping the faith!
Me: 38 W:31 Kids: S16(mine from previous R), D10, S9, S4 M: 10 years T:12 years BD:Jan 3, 2018 W moved out: Apr 13,2018 Filed for D: Jun 2018 D final: Sep 2019
