Blindsided

[chl0901]

Thank you for the feedback, Brian. I am really glad I found this site; and even though I am sad for everyone in these situations on here, it makes me feel better to know I am not alone. I am definitely going to continue working on myself to be healthier and happier, with the working out and I will find some other GALs. I hope once DB arrives, I will have a better outline/idea of what the best next steps are for me. I also haven't snooped on his phone or the phone bill again, because it just makes me feel worse and my mind starts to run wild. It does help to have an outsider's POV and you telling me that helps me to not want to do that again. I've been checking out some of the other threads, and will continue to post so hopefully I will be off of moderation soon. Thanks, again!