I wish we were girlfriends, neighbors, I would probably run to your house everyday for coffee just to see all your projects and garden.
Yesterday's cake was from Dexter (showtime cable show) it was filled w glass (sugar) and lots of food coloring, (he's a serial killer) and it was fun.
I ate lamb for one of the first times, it was good. I was a vegetarian for 6 yrs so yea, quite a shock to my system. My D19 is still one so she ran when I bit into the it.
Today we're watching fireworks also after the village parade. I never go, but I need to GAL right, so I will walk over if I have to go alone just to do something other than the same thing. See we could walk together!
Nero, your strong, you have strong idea's of what you want your life to be and I want that strength. You won't be poor or in poverty or even alone. You have come a long way and people love you, you not-h isn't gonna do that to you either.
He does have some tie to you, it's not romantic, or to be relied upon, but it's there. He will always know you (my H says that to me) this is new to you (2+yrs) but it's not new to him, he's been at this a long time and he's there for you, he's not going to pull your life from under you.
NOw you, as do I, have to know how to move forward as life is today, not yesterday, not should have been, but happiness for today and tomorrow. It's doesn't reside in them, at least not in the very near future.
So enjoy you day into night with fireworks and wine!
Oh, I ment to write the word SKPYE when suggesting talking to baby in FL.
Sending love your way....I'm off to eat more cake...what kind did you make...I am gaining weight, but it's happy weight. This time last yr I was skinny and miserable, I'd rather have love handles and be happy!
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
