Honestly, I really am just viewing it as a nice moment with S. I know it's not foreshadowing or anything along those lines.
Yes, there is still fear in me - I certainly can't deny or hide it. However, I do feel as though it is lessening over time. As noted, I think it's just taking time for me to get over all that has happened with her moving back to her place.
I'm not making excuses, and I definitely know that there is more to be done in terms of moving on, but I am trying. Where I struggle is striking the balance between giving up and moving on. It really, really is a grey area. How do you not give up, yet move on?
