So UW, are you a Virgo then? We are awesome and virtuous (well, at least most of the time lol!)
The good news is... Get out your party dress and dancing shoes, FY is taking us out for our birthday - holla!
You are right FY, he doesn't have to capacity right now to care about my feelings - at least not care about them more than his own. It's on him if he stays in this emotional place or not.
And I don't like for my H to be in pain. More like I want him to feel the consequences of his hurtful actions.
UW, I swear this morning I was thinking about your puddle analogy. It popped into my mind. I think he may just be backing up to take that big jump...
I think the guilt is out in full force. Could hear him up last night. He comes upstairs around 1:00 am. I ask him if everything is alright, and he says yes, he just can't sleep and is getting one of his sleeping pills. That's really late to be taking a sleeping pill, the itchiness must have been horrendous.
Has had little eye contact with me today. Washed AND folded all of his laundry from the beach. Maybe this guilt thing isn't so bad after all lol!
I plan on giving him plenty of space, it's almost second nature by now. The pressure just keeps building and building - what will be the thing that will finally bring everything to a boiling point?
Now as far as what we're eating and drinking, that's easy. Whatever we damn well please! How about daiquiris with chips & salsa and of course some brownies. Just sayin
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
