Crimson,

Heed the words of 25. Replaying the words of your son will not get you there. Although it was a nice moment.

If your are content to live your life clinging to hope that she will one day come back, by all means do it. But to me that is no way to really live.

I still see so much fear in your posts.

Patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet.
--Jean Jacques Rousseau.