I understand. I very often feel the exact same. I wan him out completely- no visitis- no phone calls- nothing. Completely out of our lives. Sometimes I think it would actually be best for the kids so that this pain and hurt could be avoided... I mean- its one thing for me to go through.. It's not ok for them. But alas- we cannot sever that tie.

I do feel you BRNR.. The exact same feelings. We don't know the end of this story yet, that's for sure.

((((BRNR))))

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home