Not confused...moving towards acceptance

[BRNR]

Thanks busting for sharing. To be honest, it just really makes me resent him and shows me he is not a man I want to even be with.

Maybe that is the point to my journey...realizing that I deserve a way better man than H is now and possibly ever was.

I wish I had that answer...what I am I suppose to get out of this journey? How does the this chapter "end"?

I just feel like this is a book that I want to stop reading.

If only I could kick H out of my life completely...I love my children...but those ties can never be severed. But I am seriously thinking about severing them. The daily sight of him is enough to keep me hindered from really progressing how I want to.