Still...mana mana, doo doo doo doo doo! Part 3

[Tallula]

Glad to hear that makingmagic! Keeping my mouth shut and losing expecations has been a huge part of my growth as a human being. Nothing, and I mean NOTHING has to be "figured out NOW!!". I was a big fan of hammering out things NOW. Which, is tricky since I have 6 weeks left until baby is here and the urge to nest has kicked into high gear.

Life is good, people. I'm living each day as it comes. Just switched gyms to Gold's and LOVE IT!! Still love the looks I get from people when I walk past the eliptical and go to the weights at 8 months pregnant. I'm pregnant, not terminal!! Ha. This is my last week instructing my group fitness classes for 12 weeks and I'm pretty excited for the break.

So, things with the hubs are going really well. He helps out so much, and I never, ever have to ask. We spent the weekend at some property and my bestie and her fam came. She and I were talking on the beach and I was expressing my reservations with ever being able to trust him and is he really a good guy or a lying sociopath. She said "T, he's a good guy. You can't fake it that much. Now, it's a different story if you will ever trust him." Sigh.

I've made some baby steps towards a romantic R with him. We have been doing date nights. He compliaments me up a storm, is kind and compassionate. What really floors me is our ability to communicate. In a month, not one fight. We both are honest and forthcoming about our feelings. Our time apart has shown us that we both use to bottle in stuff and explode. Mindreading was a huge problem for both of us. Now we go "Hey, when you just said that, this is what I heard." the ususal response is "OMG, that is NOT what I was saying..." Then we laugh and move on. It's amazing what things we all interpret others to be saying.

He has been sleeping in our bed for the past week, on our trip oot we ML. It was really great. We'll see. He knows that this doesn't mean anything besides I'm still taking it one day at a time. I haven't promised anything but today, and he hasn't either.

So we shall see. Happy 4th!!!